.Saturday, October 13, 2007 ' 4:45 PM Y
ahwen miss kor n jie ♥
im bored at home...
nth to do...
so take two pic of myself..
quite stupic de...
tis is with my bao bei tutu...
tis nice mar??
haix..life is like soooo meaningless for me..
i don wan wat is my aim now...
i don noe wat is the purpose for me in tis world..
im like a puppet...
ppl ask me do tis i jus do...
with out ani objection or wat so ever...
haix..
last time when ever i hab problem
i will tok to lihua jiejie or "daddy"...
not happi or sian jiu find yongsoon korkor chat..
now im left with oni "daddy"
den he is alway in malaysia de..
keep msg aso veri exp...
haix...
tok to others jiejie abt my thinks..bt like soo diff...
don noe y...
may b i reali rely on them too much last time...
haix...one mth le...
lihua jiejie n yongsoon korkor leave us one mth le...
i still cannot fully take it..
YYYYYYYYY????????????????????
wonder when there is siang teng...
when i doing qian fuo de zhu will it still b the same??
can i still sing as good like last time with jiejie??
i don think so ba...i still nid jie beside me...
RMB our last 7th mth de siangteng at bugis...
tat nite de qian fuo...i make alot of mistake...
den jie was beside me...she keep laughing...
den make me laugh aso...
in the end cannot sing well...
thought i make mistake bt jie nv scold...
she now i whole 7th oni do a few nia...
she sae nvm...one time nia...nex time cannot...
BT...there is NO nex time for her to stand beside me liao...
I MISS EUU...LIHUA JIEJIE DO U NOE TAT???
I REALI MISS U...
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when gt morning de siang teng will it b the same too??
last 7th mth...whole mth go morning de oni ah gong,binbin,yongsoon korkor and me...
den we will alway b the 1st to reach siangteng...
den korkor will sae..hey yiwen n binbin...
we faster do den go eat 1st...
espcialli when we do in the bedok there...
there is a mcdonald behide us...
denn we will faster do liao..
korkor bring us go mcd eat breakfast..alway he treat..
he don let us pay...he sae we soo small where gt money...
after tat morning is alway veri boring de...
i alway don nid do anithink de..
cos every time go morning de oni i one gal nia..
den 1 person cannot do mar..
kkorkor will make fun or me n sae:"yiwen go solo lei...can perform liao...later i pour hot water for u hor...haha.."
den i will sae:"lol...don wan lar...kor u solo lar...i pour cold water for u lar...i veri good de...haha..."
bt in the end i alway don nid do de...
haha...cos kkorkor will do for me...he alway sae don wan don wan...in the end aso help me...
after tat go eat he will aso buy lollipop for me...
he noe i like lolipop den he buy...he aso gt eat...kor like lolipop too...i will bring u some when i go siang teng keng de...
NOW korkor gone too...cannot buy sweets for me le..
cannot eat lolipop with me le...
I ASO CANNOT HELP KORKOR TAKE FOTO WHEN HE IS WITH HIS RED HAT...
ASO CANNOT GO OUT SING SONG WITH KOR AGAIN LE...
I MISS U LOTX YONGSOON KORKOR...
U R THE BEST KORKOR LIAO...
CANNOT BE REPLACE IN MY HEART....
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JIE N KOR R.I.P
BOTH OF U R MY BEST COUSIN...
ALWAYS IN MY HEART...
I WILL RMB WAT BOTH OF UR TEACH ME IN SIANGTENG DE...
='(
MISSXXXX.......................