.Tuesday, November 24, 2009 ' 2:11 AM Y
ahwen miss kor n jie ♥
haiz...feeling so low and lost now~
this is the 1st time im feeling so sad and lost when i
hear tat there is TK on Friday..
early morning when i receive the msg stating tat there is Tk..
im super happy..cos can play and there money..
bt the nex moment i den rmb tat my cousin they are going genting for holiday..
cant go for Tk..
there reason for me to feel so sad..
one reason is of cos i don wana b ti ta eh zhu
( if ppl not wats Siang teng they will noe lar)
when HC jiejie is not in s'pore..scared.
another one is personal matter..
don noe how to sae it out..=(
im feel so bad if i really not going on friday..
bt if i go...haiz...problem coming aso..
really don noe wan go or not to go..
stress in my studies areadly..
year 3 le...the module are hard..
and exam are coming on wed thur and mon...
i cant afford to fail either one of tis..
what shld i do?
lost!
no one understand me..
even u! im really sad and hurt!
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if oni lihua jiejie was ard, i wouldnt b so sad and don noe wat to do..
i miss her so much..
with her ard im not afraid even if u wan me to b ti ta zhu!
really!
i hope time can bring me go back ='(
*shed tears*
